LoL.. I've had more of a social life than you can ever imagine. I've fucked celebrities, almost every woman I've ever dated was a stripper or a camgirl, I've been to more countries than you would believe, I've ran a multimillion dollar business, been to literally thousands of concerts, been to insane parties, and done everything I've ever wanted to do in life.
You chose to start your adulthood begging for made up money in a 10 year old milsim on an rp server from desperate men who thinks it means you're their girlfriend.
You will never understand fulfillment. You don't understand half of what's going on around you, or the subtext in language most people share because you aren't smart enough to. You are stupid, and you actually know it, so you spend your life begging for validation from social isolated autists to constantly reassure yourself that "hey, at the very least, I'm pretty." But you know what? You got crossed eyes.