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[lizardwarnation 85]

I am thankful for music and for Kingdom Hearts in my childhood and for the kindness of my parents and family. I am not thankful for school, for the psychiatric hospital, and for all the other suffering I endured. I am thankful for psilocybin and the disembodied, robotic, female presence I felt. I am thankful to my sister for giving me mushrooms. I sometimes forget I have a sister but I should not forget. I should love her. I should love everyone but it is difficult when I feel like they don’t care about suffering and when they feel simulated/alien to me. Capitalism seems like a lie. Instead this is a controlled simulation. Art is created by the Hand of God, not by real humans such as myself. I am incapable of the creation of technology and art and writing of value and grandiosity. Why would humans procreate? I still don’t understand. Why would humans do anything at all. I still don’t understand. It feels like they are not doing it but a simulating force is

[Moonini 165]

What the fuck is this you paranoid schizo

[lizardwarnation 85]

On 1/24/2023 at 1:36 AM, Moonini said:

What the fuck is this you paranoid schizo

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[nman 535]

shut the fuck up

 

[lizardwarnation 85]

25 minutes ago, nman said:

shut the fuck up

 

why do you happen to have to be in the distinction of actively pursuing me and hating me

[TheHills 7]

What the actual fuck did I just read 

[Mudiwa 784]

The guy is watching you outside in a surveillance van

[-Price- 86]

Need to get a little more time in at the locked unit my boy, time for a med adjustment.

[Gavin__1 49]

this isnt the oddest thing ive read believe or not 

[lizardwarnation 85]

On 1/27/2023 at 2:18 PM, Mudiwa said:

The guy is watching you outside in a surveillance van

they are using controlled radiowaves to send signals into my brain and scrambling my receptors giving me homosexual feelings and pulsating attack thoughts to commit violence