Hey, I'm the one to make posts requesting pity. You aren't allowed to do this.
Also,
A. Don't play if you can't handle it.
B. Don't do illegal stuff to minimize chances of getting robbed & increase chances of getting rdm'ed (for sending comp requests and player reports simply for the satisfaction in getting people banned)
C. Stop stealing my attention whore spotlight asking there is no role play isn't real & say you are leaving the server when it was never inn your intentions to do so.