Great job bringing this to light @ Linka . It takes a bigger person to admit things like this and be comfortable talking about it. I have no shame in saying I suffer from depression and anxiety as well as abandonment issues from when I was a child. I see a therapist for the more rough side of life I've seen and dealt with. There's no shame in doing that and it really helps to talk to someone about things. No matter what anyone tells you or how the media/social platforms/your peers portrays how a man or woman should act or be in the public eye, the fact remains that we are all still human. Hope that whoever sees this can relate, and if they need to then reach out, there is a hand waiting to help you back up.