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Greetings. I have not yet seen anyone mention all the snowflakes that fall when using the website, but I would like to mention it, and I would like to thank presumably Mr. @ Toretto for adding the feature. The way the snow gets moved around by your mouse (either pushed OR pulled, is it supposed to switch between the two or is that some random ass bug that somehow got through?) leads to countless hours of enjoyment and playful curiosity. At first I felt some dissuasion with an inability to change the rate of the falling snow, but alas, that is but the human condition. We can't stop time from progressing, nor speed it up. All we can do is direct it and change it's flow. Will we flow down the same path we always have? Or will forge our own? Sometimes, the lack of something adds more to an experience.

Rexo +1 ing this comment made me remember my APD dispute crusade. This update is also good because it mentions if reasonable compensation was offered but refused, then they should be given leniency. I heavily abused no comp, and incidentally the fear that brought into APD officers during my time disputing them. I tried to be as polite, reasonable and logical as possible, but I was like a legendary and gentlemanly dark knight who lived by a code, was always polite, but showed no mercy in epic battle. But that was kinda retarded cuz if 1 guy makes a small mistake and tries to make up for it, he is completely cooked. But now that this is a specifically stated policy, APD officers can feel more at ease if they put in the genuine good faith effort to reasonably comp. Although I have no idea if this policy actually applies to the APD or only player disputes @ Rexo can we get some clarification? thanks.

Dispute PvP is one of the most stupid aspects to the server, limiting it as much as possible, and specifically stating that people who abuse it are gonna get punished, is good

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I love you. Please reciprocate!

Ok how about this: @ Rexo can we atleast get CONFIRMATION on whether you voted on the poll? not what you voted FOR, but just a simple "I voted". Thanks.

Yo rexo is reading! anyway, I think saying he's inactive just cuz he only does behind the scenes stuff is unfair, saying that he needs to also have some in game time, or get replaced by someone who does in game time, is more fair. I'm sure (i actually have no fucking idea) that rexo would love to replace the behind the scenes stuff with in game playing, but he just doesn't feel like he has the time to. And if we got another chief, they could maybe have more in game time, but be seriously neglecting out of game stuff.

I'm doxxing The Sovereign's vote. I voted about as fast as I possibly could after seeing the link about as fast as anyone could, and I voted no, and there was 1 other vote for yes. The Sovereign was the only other person who could have voted in time. So The Sovereign wants rexo to step down i'm sure of this

I hate the APD about as much as an APD member can hate it, which, surprisngly is even more so than when I wasn't in the APD and I REALLY hated the APD when I wasn't in it. But every time I've talked to rexo he sincerely sounds like he is annoyed as fuck about all the work he has to do and all the work he has done and how he has no time and he spends so much of it on the APD, which leads me to believe that he does actually spend a lot of time for the APD faction, just in behind the scenes administrative bullshit. I put in a fucking 1 hour long IA on some APD officer, and I talked to rexo about it after he denied it and he watched every fucking frame (so he claims). The amount of IA's I've put in that were specifically DENIED by rexo is something. I think this does indicate that he is active, just active in ways outside the server. Let's imagine a simple scenario. Let's say Rexo and xsmithers both have 10 hours per week to dedicate to APD. xsmithers might be doing 5 hours in game, and 5 hours behind the scenes stuff, but rexo as chief might be doing 10 hours behind the scene, and 0 hours in game. If we simply give xsmithers chief, he might also appear as inactive as you claim rexo to be right now. There aren't behind the scenes play times so we really can't tell. if he is actually inactive behind the scenes as well then yeah lets get a new chief

Thank you. It is with your guidance that I discovered the very lesson I was trying to teach you. You are truly an amazing teacher, your simple redirections, the way you manage to really bite at the core of what I am saying, without saying a word. Perhaps you are incapable of writing more than, uhh lets see: 16 words? Damn, new record. But it is with those 16 words that you redirect me to my thousands of words, and I find the answer I seek in myself. Ya'know, I used to think like you, that we didn't need each other, but I thought about it a bit longer and I thought: Olympus might be dying, Mako hates us, everyone is perm banned, S3 is gone, we might be alone, it just might be you and me, but that's ok, because do you REALLY NEED ANYONE ELSE?

I again see it is your favorite insult to accuse others of doing something which you are incapable of. Perhaps I was wrong about you originally Mr. Hawks. I always thought of you as trying to bring down others to make yourself feel better about them, but I've finally realized you just a glazer in disguise. I felt as if I was on some crusade to show you how weak and vulnerable you were, I thought you needed the attention of others to feel good about yourself, but really you reversed the cards on me. Every single time I've written to you, not only did you recognize the hard work I put in by calling them novels, but now you are saying I've written and eleventh novel, all written since Tuesday. Mr. Hawks. This entire time I thought it was my duty to humble you and make you realize how wrong you were, but I now realize you are something a level beyond. You are like the training bot in a video game, always taken for granted, but the enemy which so much skill and dedication originates from. Some might consider you to be basic, with minimal power. But I now realize that that is some of the most power you can ever have. Here is are 12th novel, Mr. Hawks. Thank you for recognizing my work. I might have been accusing you of seeking others approval, but now, ever since I got your approval, I really do feel so much gratitude. Many more novels await!

My brother, I have a mechanical gaming keyboard with key switches rated to last 20 million clicks, and when it finally does give out I am fully intent on upgrading to a wooting to provide an even more premium gaming/typing experience. I wish death upon my keyboard regularly, but always fall back in love with it due to its stubborn regard for its own life, willing to handle any writing task I assign to it, handling all shortcuts and remaps I attach to it. It is a wonderful keyboard in all regards except noise and that the lights are only in the red color. I will gladly send off my keyboard on the fateful day when it succumbs to my final stroke (of a key). Which should be soon, because based on some quick calculations, assuming every key lasts 20 million clicks, and the space bar is the most pressed key, and pressed once for every word, and that I type at, let's say only 100 WPM to be on the safe side (bombs can back me up here as we've 1v1ed), then 20 millino / 100 wil get us 200000 minutes, / 60 will get us 3333.33, repeating of course, hours of typing. So yes, my spacebar might come to meet it's end very soon, but given that my keyboards maximum amount of typing time in hours is about equivalent to the amount of time in seconds it will take you to write 10 words using a speech to text assistant, because i'd wager you need a lot of assistance, is a fact which I am not so happy of, as it is a further indices of your lacking independence, and reliance on others giving you attention. I will be the attention you seek, for with every moment you are here, with me, is another moment you and I both are alive, and it is another moment for you to finally become your own man.

i hope rexo perms u

My brother, your inability to read has let you to the improper conclusion that I am filled with rage. I have nothing of the sort inside of me when it comes to you. When I have is sadness, and desperation, what I have is the unbearable weight of seeing a majestic bird flap it's wings aimlessly with no idea of how to fly. What I see before my Mr. Hawks is someone with great potential, who refuses to use it. I have made so many hypocritical statements, absurd takes, and stuff you could easily dunk on me with, yet you intentionally decide not to because you intentionally refuse to read or write beyond 10 words at a time. My good friend, you are not ragebaiting me, you are pitty baiting me, but it's not bait, it's real, and I do pitty you.

I had not even the slightest inclination of thought that you knew how to read, let alone how to read a novel, let alone how to read more than 2 paragraphs. This statement is entirely redundant, and the amount of time it took you to be able to think (if you are capable) and write it (which I doubt you did), is remarkably telling. Brother, this is the only insult you have ever managed to use. Your only insult is: "Pseudonym is capable of typing more than I am". You merely insult your self with saying something like that. When will you live for yourself, Brother? Why do you insist on being in my shadow?

My brother. I am the main character of my life, but you refuse to think of yourself the same. You think of yourself only in terms of what an other person believes of you. You have yet to provide evidence to the contrary of my claims. You, my brother, are forever locked in my death gaze simply because you refuse to step outside of it. Your life entirely belongs to me because you refuse to have a life of your own. My brother, I don't want you anymore. I want you to want you Brother. Refuse to life your life how others deem you should, and live it for yourself. My Brother, if you aren't the main character in your life, who is?

My brother, your entire philosophy is based in the concept of trying to get one over on the other man. I will continue writing these "novels", which, perhaps to you it does take you the same time to read my messages as it would take me to read an entire novel. And also perhaps it takes you the same time to write a single line of text as it does me multiple paragraphs. Your potential is limitless, and you limit it completely based on others. You have an unlimited amount of power, but you only use as much as others say you may use. You are a weakling, brother. Please, spare yourself from being the cattle of others amusement, slaughtering yourself for the joy of others. Become your own master, Brother.

The fact that you think it's ragebait, or that it somehow shows vulnerability on my end is quite ironic. The given fact that you could believe the statements I made would make me a "snowflake", when the philosophy ascribed was to give you the power to be the exact opposite of a "snowflake", is a rather notable tell on your end. When you read a truly independent thinker, you think them dependent. You may think of your self as tough skinned, but to you, your skin is only as tough as you believe other people believe it is. Your entire concept of yourself is reliant on another individual giving yourself affirmation, and you view that as a type of independence. When you read true independence, you believe it to be the other person seeking affirmation or being emotionally effected from others. Well, you might be right Mr. hawks. Because I am emotionally effected by you. I feel the pain of seeing a bird caged, that believes it is free and flying in the sky, I feel the unknowable anguish your soul has as you try to not so convincingly convince yourself that you do not need the approval of others. In your favorite meme, which you have not just posted once, but twice, is another example of this affirmation seeking behavior. We see two minions, seeking permission from the other to laugh. They didn't decide to just laugh by themselves and what they believed to be a funny incident, but they laughed when prompted by another. Mr. Hawks, I grant you permission to laugh for yourself, I grant you permission to think for you self, I grant you permission to feel for your self, and when you finally do those things for your self, by yourself, without requiring the attentions of others, then you will realize it was you who granted yourself permission to be you, not me. Relinquish the chains you put on yourself so that others could control you. Be your own man.

So? I get enjoyment out of what I write and feel a sense of accomplishment. Do you? Are you so desperate for others attentions that you can't imagine someone writing because they like to write, and could only imagine them doing it for social gain? Will you grow up out of your sense of vanity and take back your own life, for you? Or are you content to just live in the shadows of others approval?

my mang, they are doing something, where as you are a whiner. u r the crab trying to pull others down, but you can't even do a pullup cuz u've let go of yourself. you see people better than your self in every way and as such you attempt to drag them down, but you just fall lower and stick further into the shit pile you've made yourself. your life is literally as valuable as a summer ant. ur gonna stay on oly's dick till you die, you serve no purpose in life, your purpose in life is to be on this forum blowing a dick daily. your life is nothing, you serve ZERO purpose. you should improve yourself NOW, and give somebody else a hand up so that they can breath the fresh air. cuz what are you here for? to trash people trying to be better? IMPROVE YOUR SELF, and I mean that with 100%, with 1000%

I'm gonna be honest, I think Sov is winning this interaction right now. That family reunion jab was actually pretty decent. Your insulting them by saying they are middle aged, no social life, and a not great personality. 2/3 of those apply to every single person on this server, so it honestly doesn't seem that effective. I think you've really got to let your transphobia flow through you to get some better insults going, Mr. proud. Even if it's incorrect and doesn't harm Sov, it harms their image to other people by being a funny insult, similiar to how the insults accusing you of sexual acts with your family might not be true at all, but is still funny.