Trilux 19 Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 I would like to take the time to own up to all of my mistakes. I've distanced myself from friends, and started to become the person I hated the most, myself. As a sociopath I lived my life with the missing feelings towards other people, and I let it be an excuse as I lived my life. Through my years of living I became confident being negligent to fixing myself, I assumed why should I change for others. I abused friendships and relationships I held and in the end I can't ask for forgiveness of the people I've done wrong. Recently thanks to a vary special person who I have fallen in love with I've started to feel different. I experienced emotions and still don't know how to control them, it's no excuse but it's a reason. I can tell this person loves me as well, but I can't have her go through what I've caused when I get certain ways. I'd like to take the time to apologize to several players who I've taken action without a logical approach. [Tree] Wash, you know exactly why you're the first person on this list and I'm truly sorry for everything. I've caused you heartbreak, and I can only hope you've grown stronger from it. It's my fault, in the beginning I blamed the mistake you made of not informing me but in the end I chose to keep going even after being informed. That's my fault, but I'm not and never will give up on her. Grandpa Squid, you're a sidechat warrior and although I never let things get to me. I was going through a battle with myself. I put these new emotions on you and developed a hatred for you although you were just being a typical player on the internet, I hope you can forgive me. Fastik, literally took two blackfishes from us in a single run with a suicide vest. I kept telling myself I hated you because my gang did and it was no excuse to hate you. Honestly I don't know you and I'm sure you're a cool guy. Corporal Moob although you have no idea what you did, you caused my emotions to get to the best of me. I wrote a forum post that started a lot of controversy for yourself and your gang. You're a cool guy and I'm sure you're an amazing leader, but I had no reason to actually be upset. It wasn't my ground to cause you problems, I hope you can forgive me for that. Clemenza, I understand with that same post you defended your position and the gang you stand behind. I had no reason to be hostile with someone I was challenging unintentionally. I'm more than aware I owe a great gratitude to you for being there for my APD test and giving me one of my favorite experiences in Olympus. I hope you guys can accept my apology, I was unstable and let small things get to me. It's completely understandable if you all still think I'm just some child with a mouth that can run. I've caused to many problems to the one person I care most about, and although this isn't going to fix anything it's a start. Hopefully you guys understand a first love can change a man for the better and the worse then you should know where I'm coming from on this. I will admit I let a computer to fight my battles that I started simply because I could. I've enjoyed the community that I've some what gotten to know and while there is still a lot of you I don't know I look forward to our experiences. Sincerely Tyler Marvin Forge 5 Quote Link to comment
Lucki 949 Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 13 minutes ago, Trilux said: I will admit I let a computer to fight my battles that I started simply because I could. Hacks confirmed? 3 Quote Link to comment
Trilux 19 Posted September 29, 2016 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 3 minutes ago, Lucki said: Hacks confirmed? That would be my gang leader Haiwood not me Lucki. Haha 1 Quote Link to comment
ScreaM 1763 Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 Ummmmm not sure what I just read but uhhhh......good luck? 3 Quote Link to comment
I Am Fuzzy 997 Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 Quote Link to comment
Vancey 167 Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 No clue what happened, but dude it takes some to own up to your mistakes and apologize for them especially with people you don't even know IRL. Respect +1. 2 Quote Link to comment
BENJI 1021 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 59 minutes ago, Trilux said: Tyler Marvin Forge 1 Quote Link to comment
falcon 760 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 lmao. no offense, but its just a game. 3 Quote Link to comment
Moose 316 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 Is this a video game or the Dr Phil show? 3 Quote Link to comment
big niko 246 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 (edited) 1 hour ago, Trilux said: That would be my gang leader Haiwoodnot me Lucki. Haha I fucking knew it Edited September 30, 2016 by Nikoteen Quote Link to comment
Trilux 19 Posted September 30, 2016 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 58 minutes ago, buckie said: crazy people make me wanna slit my wrists Thanks, I think Buckie? 1 hour ago, Nikoteen said: I fucking knew it +1 1 hour ago, Moose said: Is this a video game or the Dr Phil show? Both 1 hour ago, afalcon said: lmao. no offense, but its just a game. It's the principle 1 hour ago, Benjamin Remer said: Have a problem with my name? 2 hours ago, Jpeg said: No clue what happened, but dude it takes some to own up to your mistakes and apologize for them especially with people you don't even know IRL. Respect +1. Thank you 2 hours ago, I Am Fuzzy said: I don't know, I don't want to know, but I kinda really wanna know? 2 hours ago, ScreaM said: Ummmmm not sure what I just read but uhhhh......good luck? Thank you? Quote Link to comment
Dominick Ramos 613 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 1 Quote Link to comment
silton 3864 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 11 hours ago, afalcon said: lmao. no offense, but its just a game. No its not -1. Quote Link to comment
Trilux 19 Posted September 30, 2016 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 1 hour ago, Silton said: No its not -1. Agreed 2 hours ago, tkcjesse said: Wtf is this? Where am I? Regardless, apology accepted. Don't let it happen again. Copy that, 10-4, roger dodger, over and out 3 hours ago, yobson said: Don't know how to reply to this, but ugh same? Quote Link to comment
ZEIMZY 164 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 13 hours ago, afalcon said: lmao. no offense, but its just a game. +1 im dead af Quote Link to comment
Tedro 17 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 16 hours ago, afalcon said: lmao. no offense, but its just a game. u owe me half of what u stole xdlmaoxd falcon shows no shame Quote Link to comment
RAYRAY 273 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 I'm gunna sacrifice Victoria next time I see her lmao Quote Link to comment
Stay puft marshmallow 4 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 Lagswitch next vac on csgo then marypoppin his way back here. Quote Link to comment
BENJI 1021 Posted September 30, 2016 Report Share Posted September 30, 2016 18 hours ago, Trilux said: Have a problem with my name? Never a good idea to leak your FULL NAME on the internet. And yes I do have a problem with your name Quote Link to comment
Trilux 19 Posted October 1, 2016 Author Report Share Posted October 1, 2016 3 hours ago, Benjamin Remer said: Never a good idea to leak your FULL NAME on the internet. And yes I do have a problem with your name Well, it's not hard to find me, my name is rather unique... Although I will state I gave you my legal name, not my birth name. Quote Link to comment
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