I remember playing with that guy as if it was yesterday. To be honest i never really played with him often yet, i felt a great friendship was formed and i always looked forward to joining a channel to play some cop with him. And sadly, video games were his get away from the real world where he seemed to be faced with too many problems for one to handle. And (not shitting in him what so ever) he didn’t tell anyone because he was afraid to hear their reaction, or loosing his dearest friends. And as someone who went through a similar eventful life for a bit like him, this really touched me knowing the pain he felt the whole time and the way that he had to live (putting a mask on every single day just to make it seem like all was fine).
Im gonna be dead honest, every time i play arma late at night, when i hop off i just remember staying up to 5am one night with him, just us 2. And i get a little emotional pretty often, but was scared to post about it. Thank you for posting this, I’m happy to know that some other people still hold their memories with him close.
To everyone and anyone, if you are going through tough times and need someone to talk to, I am here to listen. Dont hide shit, its not worth it. Talk to me.