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Lea
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A year ago today my whole world detonated. I had known for about three years that this day would come and I spent every day on the train wreck bracing for impact but not a single thing I did could prepare me for watching him take his last breath. What was, also, unexpected was a little toxic gaming community and how they reached out and held me through the tragedy, and still do. Thank you for everything. I want you to know how much that simple memorial means to me. I sit at it every time I log in, especially as I have given his ashes to be with our daughters. In the weeks after while I was sifting through the ashes of my life, sitting in the discord and TS channels were the only normal thing I had to hang onto while I adjusted to the absence of sound and presence. That's truthfully the most painful part when everyone goes home and the silence settles over your home. So thank you for letting me hang out with you all year. Actually, thank you for letting me escape the hell I've lived through the past few years.
You deserve to know that I am happy now despite the grief. I had to keep moving forward, hell my work alloted 3 whole days of bereavement leave. So I kept moving forward and in a week I'm moving and selling my house and living happily ever after. I'm not sure how much I'll be around in the future, but I will always hold a seat at my table for you and you can always reach me for the traditional mom advice/cupcake/racial slur on here or discord.
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im proud of you lea, i genuinely mean it. life gave you a bump and you didnt only climb over it you gapped it by a mile. i understand how hard it can be to go through what you've went through, and im so glad to hear that you are thriving today. best of wishes in your new house
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we're all here for you whenever you need!
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Losing a person who is a consistent part of your life that you love is truly an agony like no other. Although grief is such a horrible thing, the ways we honor or celebrate them sure do help. That being said if you ever find yourself wanting his memorial changed, flowers added or anything else, let me know and I will make it happen.
I am so happy to hear you are doing better and that you are happy. You deserve it.
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#karma #taytay #swelce https://giphy.com/gifs/moodman-SwaGCEw8JE43hgI8YB
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Will it make me a better player?
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Wow.. Back in my day... Thanks for the memories!
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HAIL!
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@ Lea nah im an LSU fan but I got family and some of my best friends are in Michigan so I got a lot of love for Michigan sports. And them Washington fans were being annoying about Penix being snubbed with the heisman over Jayden Daniels. If they won it would have been unbearable lol. Michigan had me locked in after that first qtr tho
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Ew the castaway Michigan team
jk we thank them for Jayden Reed. Love his rookie year as a packer
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Happy Birthday Silver Fox! @ MAJOR PAIN 30 You are so old now!
The 40 you said I owed you! 
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yeah getting older and even more horny
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My Toe Pics Yall Lucky This would sell on Feet Finders
Lea replied to LilPeppaSpray 's topic in General Chit-Chat
My official Arma 3 foot pic.
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I have a full sleeve in process. I'm sure some have seen it but not posting here. It's just floral. I have several others and a plan for a gamer girl tatt on my right thigh that is a compilation of all my favorite games/gaming memories.
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For years I used Amazon music but then started using Spotify because of its easy share and listen along features thanks to gamers like @ WALT and @ crush and @ GracieGirl .. I love discovering new music that elevates my dopamine levels without distracting me. I assume many can relate. And the ease of continuation over all platforms is
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